Wednesday, April 16, 2003

Still angry at all and everything....you would think I would get over that....investors are pissing me off....smell money and they crawl out of the woodwork....and Mark , my brothers best friend for ever, killed himself yesterday.....he was a shit but....two little kids...somehow I always thought that was a very selfish thing to do...my brother....my heart goes out to him...friends for almost 40 years....best man at each others wedding....I don't have any friends from high school, never mind grade school....lost his wife and now his best friend.....a tough row to hoe...